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Am finally back from my overseas trip .

Opps , my blog has been left dead for so long . I'm finally back ! . Been pretty busy after arriving back to Singapore till i didn't even had the time to switch on my computer , less say having the time to blog . I've not gone to work for one week+ already . Uh-oh , i think i took too many off days because of my holiday . It's time for me to head back to work tomorrow . There goes my sleep . I've to go back to those days where i've to wake up early and sleep early every night . ):

I'll be uploading a couple of the pictures which i've taken from Genting first . I know there are probably people who dislike me but am still reading/stalking my blog . I'm not referring to anyone in particular , so don't take offence .



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I want to make it clear that i'm not forcing anyone to read my blog . If you don't want to read , don't then . It's all up to you . (To the person who's reading this . (:)

It's impossible for me to upload all 200 pictures @ one go here now , because i'm still resizing the pictures . I'll be even more busy at work from next week (tomorrow) onwards as Shiellah already told me that she has took 3-4 new projects which means i'll be the next .

I've around 200 pictures to upload which i took in Genting Highland during my holidays trip . There're quite a couple of overdued pictures too . I think i'm going to take one whole day if i want to upload 200 over pictures and resize them .

I shall upload them soon when i've the time to come online . Probably by the end of this week or the end of next week or the end of next next week . It will have to depends . I doubt i'll have the time though but still check back here ! . ^^

A little sneak preview :



I won this toy just by playing once at the arcade . But , i'm not going to keep this toy for myself . I already have quite a number of toys at home . I think i shouldn't be so greedy lor . I'm going to give this to Shiellah's kids tomorrow as a surprise . Hehe . <:

I spended RM 600+ just on shopping . I feel like i wasted so much money . RM 600+ is equivalent to SIN 290-300 ? . I cannot believe i spended so much money . But it has been four-five months since i last shopped . I spended near to RM 200+ alone just on buying gifts for kellySISTARH , Shiellah , Wan ning and _ .



I remembered i spended RM 100+ on kelly . Hehe . This was the gift box i gave her when i met her during the late evening yesterday . It contains all the gifts i had bought for her . This is also a very late belated birthday present to her . Sorry for the very late present sistarh ! . I know you love the gifts inside , haha . :D



I even helped you to 'replace' your memory of him ! . Ahem , you know , i know lah sistarh . <:



Left doll for sistarh , right for mine .

Caught ' A Christmas Carol (3D) ' last night with sistarh . The duration's 96 minutes . I love the graphics and animations although i got scared and jumped at a few parts of the movie . The starting of the movie was super boring , but during the middle of the show , it started to get exciting . Overall , i rate it 3.5/5 . After our movie , we went to had our pool matches . Saw three different groups of kids ' bio-ing ' our table . =.= , Ignored and l-o-l (Laugh Out Loud) . Reached back home @ 11.30PM+ . Chatted on the phone till the late morning with sistarh . :-*



Sistarh and i said that the both of us are going to go for a movie marathon . Which means we're going to catch movies together every week . I cannot believe she found the same job as me ! . That means after the both of us fang gong every week-day , we can meet each other during the late evening-night ! . We're meeting every weekends also , yay . :D



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Await for my 'Genting Highland Holiday' post ! . I shall blog and upload all the pictures when i'm free . Sistarh , i'll upload the pictures which we took together soon too ! . And i cannot believe i lost my favourite pair of shades at the Outdoor Theme Park in Genting . I only went out of Singapore for near to a week and so many things changed when i came back .

After i came back , i find that you've changed . I don't know is it me being sensitive or what . Although we're close and have known each other for the third year this year , i realised i actually don't really know you ......

Sistarh told me ' Mei you le ta , hai you wo ! . ' She always said this to me . Haha , thanks ah sistarh . You're right . Hai you ni ! . Hehe , ai ni lah ! . :-*

Back to being a workaholic tomorrow . :B

P/S : I miss you KLB . How i wish i can fly back and see you now ......

" Ni de xin bu zai zhe li , hai zai Malaysia . Kuai dian rang ni de heart fei hui lai ! . " As said by darling sistarh to me . <:

After all this , it just goes to show that you've failed for the " time " test .

Grandma's @ my house now ! . I'm going to stop blogging and go to the living room to chat with her ! . ^^

A two years ago picture of us playing with firecrackers . (:

Work's becoming more and more hectic for me lately . I only get less than 8 hours of sleep lately . I hate my insomania . I've been feeling dizzy after reaching home just now and it's most probably because i slept late last night . My head's feeling heavy and i feel everything's spinning . I feel awful now . :/

Anyway , in just a few days time , i'm going to leave Singapore and go overseas . I know i'm going to miss kellySISTARH the most . But , i'm going to miss Shiellah and J* too ! . <: , I'm so busy with plans for this whole week . I want to go catch a movie but i don't have the time . I haven't pack my luggage yet . I must do it by tomorrow before it's too late . My clothes wardrobe is in a total mess now . I must find time to pack it before i leave Singapore . I just finished my second project today with Shiellah ! . We are happy girls . But thanks to that retarded and no brain queen yesterday , we were in a foul mood of course . =.= , I'm glad we finished everything by 4.30pm today .

I bumped into my mummy @ the bus interchange and i went back home with her . She went out again after putting her stuffs at home . She bought me a watch for the first time . And it's in my favourite colour , PINK . Haha , thanks mummy ! . (: , She's now outside with my grandma . I hardly get to see her all the time . Less say getting to talk to her .....

I'm going to take on my third and fourth project together with Shiellah tomorrow .



I hope i can finish everything early tomorrow because i'm going to go meet my darling kellySISTARH ! .

Hehe , i miss her like f- man . I got so many things to tell her ! . It's finally her last 'O' level paper tomorrow . I hope she do well for her paper ! . I'm going to go shopping with her after work and i hope i still have the energy . Grandma's coming over my place , and i've to head home earlier because i want to accompany her . I can't stay out late with sistarh either as i've to work the next day also . ):

My grandma came to find me for the second time when i was working yesterday . She travelled so far all the way to my work-place just to give me money . I was so touched until i really felt like crying at that moment . She really treats me so good until i don't even know what else to say . Sometimes , i feel she treats me better than how my mummy treats me . She's just like a second mother to me now . I can't wait for her to come over my place tomorrow and friday . Love her 2 bits ! . I'm really blessed to have such a wonderful grandmother like her . I wish gong gong was still here .....

After my work yesterday , i went for grocery shopping and J* wanted to meet with me . Met up with him . Saw someone whom i never expected to see . Whatever , it's all in the past . Anyway , thanks for your help yesterday J* ! . ^^

I don't know when i'm going to blog again but probably when i'm back to Singapore . I'm off to go eat my Old Chang Kee's curry puff bought by my mummy , chat with J* then head to sleep ! . My head's spinning more and more . I'm blogging till here. Good night to you who's reading this .

P/S : I'm so happy you're officially and truly out of my life . I don't need to care about any affairs of yours anymore .

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I'm back to cyberworld now ! . I guess some of you have been awaiting for my post for quite a while again right ? . I shall blog now then ! . As usual , i'm still busy working from monday to friday . Work is going to become more hectic next week . I just got transferred to my second project a few days back . Luckily i managed to get the hang of it on the first day . " Boss " praised me a lot on i typing very fast . But i told her not at all , because I still find myself typing slow because of my injured finger .

It's been more than a month but my finger's not even recovering . I still can't type on the keyboard unless i exert force onto it !!!!! .



I just have to blame myself for being careless for breaking my finger's bone back then . Time seems to be passing faster and faster . I find myself working on Monday , and the next day Shiellah will tell me it's already Wednesday or Thursday . Shiellah and i finally bought lunch for ourselves . We went to explore our office's areas and found very good food . We said we will try out all the good food and eat different food everyday ! .



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Luckily i have Shiellah , this colleague cum good friend cum sister of mine . If not i think i would be bored to death typing 7-8 hours per day on my office computer non-stop . I remembered on Friday , which is yesterday , she made me laughed so much until i had a tummyache . HAHA , but i made her laughed till she had to go to the ladies .

The both of us found out we had another similar interest . And that is the both of us love technos a lot . She played her cell-phone's technos in the office while the both of us typed . Luckily no one has complain about us so far huh ? . * Inside joke *



Scroll down and look at Sugar below ! . She's sleeping while i'm holding her on my lap . Hehe , i know she's very tame . I just bathed her and Strawberry , changed their cages , washed all their toys too . Took me near to two hours . It was tiring for sure but it was worth it . I have a responsibility to takecare of them since i'm their owner . What's more i love animals ! . ^^

" Boss " wants to transfer me to two other projects once i'm done with my second project . She told me she knew i can certainly clear my second project in a short period of time , and she wants me to do other projects once i'm done . She told me my salary will certainly increase once i do my third project together with Shelliah . But my working hours will be increase too ! . ):



That means i've to reach the office by 9am instead of 10am and i have to work till 6pm . Normally i would work till 4.30-5.30pm and go off . By the time i go off from work which is 6pm , by the time i bath and eat , it would be near to 9pm . By then , i will have to dry my hair and head to bed if not i'll oversleep for work the next day .This certainly means i'll be even busier than before . =/

" No matter what happens , I'll always be there for you " . How many people have said this to me already ? . I've lost count . I'm so immune to this sentence already . If the next person tells me this , i will really laugh . I've realised that nothing was ever build to last . Nothing IS forever . No one will always be THERE for you . Although many people have left me , i learned a lot of experiences also . But i'm very certain that this one person will always be there for me whenever i need her . And that is .....

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MY DEAREST MSKELLY ! . :D

Gan dong bah sistarh , hehe . Another dedication for you ! .



Sistarh , you must remember what i told you last night ah ! . I don't know repeated myself how many times last night , haha . Don't wei le that bastard ku liao lah ! . He's seriously not worthy of your tears . Must prove that you can live without him . Follow me can liao , HAHA . :)

Aiya , anyway , mei you le ta so what ? . You also know you still have me ! . Hehe , don't need to worry ! . <: , Don't think too much ! . You still have your last 'O' level paper next Wednesday ! . Must concentrate and have confidence in yourself !!!!! . I told you that you confirm can make it one ! . Just like back when we were in P6 , i also told you at your house that you could make it for your PSLE english oral right ? . So this time it won't be an exception either ! . Always loving you ! .

I'm going to meet this darling sistarh of mine next Wednesday evening after my work ! . I'm going to go overseas on Saturday , 14th november . I don't know when i'll have the free time to blog again so you readers must have realised i'm blogging a long post right ? . <: , I'll only be back to Singapore near to a week later . I've taken a couple of off-days from work too .

I'm still worried for my animals at home although i've already found different people to help me takecare of them while i'm away . ): , Hopefully everything will be fine when i'm not in Singapore . I'm definitely going to miss sistarh a lot ! . I'm going to go on a shopping spree and i'll certainly buy clothes for sistarh too ! . Souvenirs for Shiellah too to thank her for guiding and teaching me so much about life all these while . :D

I'll probably blog again tomorrow . After today's or tomorrow's post , i might only have the free time to come online and blog near to two weeks later as I won't be in Singapore already . I'm glad to be leaving this place for a while . I'm praying hard i won't get air-sick and my fear of heights won't worsen the situation for me and i won't vomit out on the airplane .



The last time i sat an airplane was with my beloved grandfather . But now , he's no longer here . The feeling's going to be so different . It's like one person is missing in our family . I doubt i'll be really happy when i go overseas . Why haven't you come into my dreams again ? . I wish you was still alive . I really regret for all my past actions . I'm sorry for always making you worry about me when you were still alive . I knew you doted me the most but i still defied you and made you angry in the past . I'm sorry . You were the only one who calls me Xiuling because you were the one who gave me this name . I really miss you stroking my head and calling me that ........ ):

P/S : You told me i've changed and not as childish as last time . Maybe i've really changed , but that's only because i'm working and i've learnt quite a lot of things . Your confession really got me a bit taken aback . But , i'm really not the right girl for you . I'm not worthy to let you wait for me . I told you before , i'll never go into a relationship again . I rather ni zuo wo yong yuan zui yao hao de peng you J* . You clearly know couples never last . It's the first time that you didn't contacted me today . I don't know why but i feel like talking to you now ....

My collection of novels , my belongings and my beloved hamsters are behind me . (:

I know my hair's messy in my picture , so don't remind me . I'm finally blogging because J* requested me too . Hehe . I've been busy working full-time from last monday to friday . Before i start to blog , i know it's halloween today . So therefore , happy halloween to all my readers out there reading this now ! . ^^



I know escape theme park , night safari and some other places has events to celeberate halloween . Too bad i can't celebrate halloween with kellySISTARH as she's having her 'O's now ! . :'( , Aww , i really miss her a lot ! . I hope 11 november faster comes as that's the last day of her papers . But after she finishes her 'O's , i'll be leaving Singapore on 14th november and i won't be back near to a week later . That means i'll hardly get to spend any time with her ! . What's more i'll be working . But i'll still make out some time from my busy working schedule to go meet her ! .



During last thursday or friday (I can't remember) , i met with J* after my work again and he accompanied me to buy my favourite hokkien mee . After so long , i finally ate that hokkien mee ! . He was also very nice as he offered to helped me to take my hokkien mee all the way till i went back home . Thanks ah ! . <: , Luckily i tied a bun on that day if not i know he'll mess up my hair again ! . FYI , i didn't dye my hair .

This two darlings of mine below (Strawberry and Sugar) always make my day . I always feel happy and comforted whenever i see them . Just four more months and the both of them will be with me for two years . How time flies . During the starting of this week , work was pretty fruitful for me . I managed to hit my own target everyday in the office before 5pm . Last time , i had to did all my office work till 5.30 or even till 6pm . But , i finished by 4pm-4.30pm nowadays . ^^



During one of my working days , my mummy and beloved grandmother came to pay me a surprise visit . I felt so touched and suprised to see them that day . Grandma even cooked my favourite dinner for me when i reached back home . Aww , love my grandma ! . ^^

Yesterday one of my good colleagues got sacked . Talking about this issue is making my blood boil . F- those office bitches and bastards who lodged complaints against him . Don't think that i don't know all of you purposely joined hands together and complained against him together to the upper head in the office . Breaking other people's rice bowl very fun to you all is it ? . I'm not going to blog so much out here , as i want to respect his privacy . All of these cold-blooded people really have no compassion . Shiellah and i are going to try and request a second chance for him on next Monday .

So from next week onwards , no one's going to buy lunch for Shiellah and i everyday . GG liao lor . Somemore , we two don't even know where to purchase food from at our office's surroundings . =.=



This hello-kitty always brightens up my day . Only cost me 2 bucks again , haha . Sometimes , i'll put this darling inside my bag when i go for work . (: , Okay , back to the office issue . Shiellah has been a pretty great darling cum sister during the first day of my work till now . I'm glad that i have her this malay sister and got to know her . We told each other about our lives , and all the past events that has happened to our life . I find that i can click so well with her . I once blogged about her in my previous posts , saying she's 25 and has two kids . But seriously , she really looks like she's just around my age or slightly older than me . Although we are 9 years difference in age , she and i really have a lot in common when it comes to relationship and friend issues . (:

I can't wait to see her again on Monday . I realised something while working . Time IS money . Office's gossips , backstabbing and all other kinds of nonsense issues are everywhere around me . Luckily i've Shiellah to take care of me , teaching me so many things about life , and guiding me through my office work whenever i have doubts . Thanks sweet . (:

Now i finally realised what my late grandfather's words to me were all about . I'm sorry for not listening to you lao ren jia shuo de hua to me last time . How i wish you're still here . Xiu ling hen xiang ni . Kuai dian come into my dreams again ! . :(

Oh no , " boss " is going to teach me to do a new project on next monday . I still want to stick with my old project as i've already typed out 435 pieces so far .

I realised i'm the youngest in the office also . But anyway , i'll be in the same room and be near to someone on Monday if " boss " really wants to change Shelliah and my seating position in the office . YAY . This is one thing to be happy about also . Surprisingly , Shelliah always laughed at me and said that i'll type faster whenever i see that someone , LOL .

P/S : I deleted off a couple of contacts away from my cell-phone . I'm so happy that i'm really over you , you and you . ;)

PP/S : Wei J* , don't angry at me already can ? . I'll try and watch movie with you this coming friday okay ? . You know lah , i everyday working very tired one lor . Sorry to fang your fei ji again ! . I know you'll be reading this . Bu yao sheng wo de qi liao okay ? . ^^